I think I saw my future walk by in a dream. It rustled through my mind before I could catch it As elusive as something beautiful passing just outside my window.
Hovering between life and death and malnourishment, wondering if physics and chemistry could allow some wiggle room if you decided in the middle that you didn't want to fall anymore.
Carbs. Carbs are good. Carbs will give you energy. Dairy is nutrition for baby cows. And you are not a baby cow.